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Hard to be optimistic sometime especially these days.I've noticed that almost every human is affected by the enviroment and the way it's reacting.For example the social life where people are over-reacting trying to give them self a reasons how they wan't to spend their time.Another example would be media wich a majority of people have their character evolved under it, the system is quite easy they hear things they see things very often in one day a their minds start to think more and more on it though they start to seek answears of some of their questions ("how to live good ?" for an example  ). Those who are in the charge of all of this production try to make a name of their self and an occupation, unwillingly affecting a part of society's incontinence though inhibiting their minds from different worrys.Interesting how things would look if a thing like media wouldn't affect the society too much,tones of small worlds would start to appear giving birth to coloristic galaxies .Now that would be an interesting thing to look at .
Time has passed since i've wrote something here,and i wish i was young as back there.A lot of things happened,a lot of ideas had evolved some of them suffered meatamorphosed into different shapes. And got stroger in the things i like to do. Randomly things started , first started with the learning of 3d max the other with drawing
and the photo-art meanwhile some music and later interest in ingeeniring  from things i have near me into another useful stuff  (like bongs).The university is something useful but not very much (a poor person can't another one how to get rich).Time is more valuable now and i need to make make more and more things though forgetting later all of them in the past. Came to conclusion life is a sort of unending evolution that goes nowhere looking for an answear.Though mentioning the thing as evolution i've noticed some things repeat after tme just in a different way but with the main theme (or maybe i'm just paranoing).Been in many places saw stuff that opened my mind a little bit more and meanwhile done something everywhere.Artist's don't quit entertain me though i get tired ot that time to time, ideas ot what expected start to appear meanwhile with unexpected.And at the brake here i'm gonna end with a catchy frase   "As we go on and our mind doesn't wan't to stop not matter what it's state" pretty dumb but for a 3 second thought it's genious !
I school i always was a little bit lower than neutral at marks...i loved some objects like physic(sometimes),biology(i was forced to learn it),math(so so anyway it's a great object) never liked umanistic objects( english i've learned it almost from my own).And from the last 4 years i took my attention to art.I thought at this i can be good i can demostrate why i am soo wierd.And that is why i pased to the industrial design(wanted interior but changed my taste after some time)it was going pretty i good at the first exams at drawing and painting i had high marks and on some other objects also,such marks i even never dreamed in school but professionalism takes work and by that i mean that i got neutral marks at the basics of design(composition and coloristic) wich means that this object tells a lot about ur taste in design...why god why i was born with this mind that is even half ill(i'm sensible and nervous not mental)...oh well back to the drawing board...
1. Smoked. [x]
2. Consumed alcohol. [x]
3. Slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex. [x]
4. Slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex. [x]
5. Kissed someone of the same sex. [ ]
6. Had sex. [x] .
7. Had someone in your room other than family. [x]
8. Watched porn. [x]
9. Bought porn. [ ]
10. Done drugs. [x]
TOTAL SO FAR: 7

1. Taken painkillers. [x]
2. Taken someone else's prescription medicine. [x]
3. Lied to your parents. [x]
4. Lied to a friend. [x]
5. Been to rehab. [ ]
6. Done something illegal. [x]
7. Cut yourself. [ ]
8. Hurt someone. [x]
9. Been to a club. [x]
10. Seen someone die.[x](i don't remember,but i saw)
TOTAL SO FAR: 8

1. Missed curfew. [x]
2. Stayed out all night. [x]
3. Eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself. [x]
4. Been to a therapist. [x]
5. Snuck out of the house. [x]
6. Dyed your hair. [x]
7. Received a ticket. [ ]
8. Been in an accident. [x]
9. Wished someone to die. [x]
10. Been to a bar.[x]
TOTAL SO FAR: 9

1. Been to a wild party. [x]
2. Been to a Mardi Gras parade. [ ](what is that?)
3. Drank more than four beers in a night. [x]
4. Had a spring break in Florida. [ ]
5. Sniffed anything. [ ]
6. Wore black nail polish. [ ]
7. Wore arm bands. [ ]
8. Wore t-shirts with band names. [ ]
9. Listened to rap. [x]
10. Owned a 50 Cent CD. [x]
TOTAL SO FAR: 4

1. Dressed Gothic. [x]
2. Dressed prep.[x]
3. Dressed punk. [x]
4. Dressed grunge. [x]
5. Stole something. [x]
6. Been too drunk to remember anything. [ ](didn't got drunk that hard)
7. Blacked out. [ ]
8. Fainted. [x]
9. Had a crush on a neighbor. [ ]
TOTAL SO FAR:6

1. Snuck into someone else's room. [x]
2. Had a crush on your friend. [x](girl)
3. Been to a concert. [x]
4. Dry-humped someone. [ ]
5. Been called an asshole. [x]
6. Called someone a slut. [x]
7. Installed speakers in your car. [ ]
8. Broken a mirror. [ ]
9. Showered at someone of the opposites sex's house. [ ]
10. Brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush. [x]
TOTAL SO FAR: 6

1. Consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper. [x]
2. Seen an R-rated movie in theater. [x]
3. Cruised the mall. [x]
4. Skipped school. [x]
5. Had surgery. [ ]
6. Had an injury. [x]
7. Gone to court. [ ]
8. Walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping. [ ]
9. Caught something on fire. [ ]
10. Lied about your age. [x](well it's pretty hard when ur 16 but u look like 14
TOTAL SO FAR:6

1. Owned/rented an apartment.[ ]
2. Broke the law in the police's presence. [ ]
3. Made out with someone who had a gf/bf. [x]
4. Got in trouble with the police. [x](don't remember)
5. Talked to a stranger. [x]
6. Hugged a stranger. [ ]
7. Kissed a stranger. [ ]
8. Rode in the car with a stranger. [ ]
9. Been harassed. [ ]
10. Been verbally harassed. [x]

TOTAL SO FAR: 4

1. Met face-to-face with someone you met online. [x]
2. Stayed online for 5 hours straight. [x](even more)
3. Talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight. [ ](maximum was 2)
4. Watched TV for 5 hours straight. [x]
5. Been to a fair. [x]
6. Been called a bad influence. [x]
7. Drink and drive. [ ]
8. Prank-called someone. [x]
9. Laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex. [x]
10. Cheated on a test. [x](like always)
TOTAL SO FAR: 8

well 58

-If You Have Less Then 10.. write [I'm a Goody Goody.]
-If You Have More Than 10.. write [I'm still a goody goody.]
-If You Have more Than 20..write [I'm average.]
-If You Have More Than 30..write [I'm a bad kid.]
-If You have more than 40..write [I'm a very bad influence.]
-If You Have more than 50..write [I'm a horrible person.]
  • Listening to: whispers in the dark...i can heare them no s*
  • Reading: a stupid book
  • Watching: nothing serious
  • Playing: Battelfield 2
  • Eating: nothing and i'm hungry
  • Drinking: wine
  • Listening to: whispers in the dark...i can heare them no s*
  • Reading: are you that stupid
  • Watching: boobs
  • Playing: Battelfield 2
  • Eating: nothing and i'm hungry
  • Drinking: wine
  • Listening to: whispers in the dark...i can here them no s*
  • Reading: are you that stupid
  • Watching: boobs
  • Playing: Battelfield 2
  • Eating: nothing and i'm hungry
  • Drinking: wine
  • Listening to: Bullet for my valentine
  • Reading: nothing interesting
  • Watching: a perfect haircut for bold people
  • Playing: Battelfield 2
  • Eating: nothing and i'm hungry
  • Drinking: pure cristalized water
  • Listening to: Bullet for my valentine
  • Reading: nothing interesting
  • Watching: a perfect haircut for bold people
  • Playing: Battelfield 2
  • Eating: nothing and i'm hungry
  • Drinking: pure cristalized ater